Dreams 2 Reality

I am sorry, to the world,
for loving it so much.

But the environment it has to offer is my hero,
why are the people that it breeds, such villains?
I know that I am but a droplet of the sun's shine to you,
but you are the emergence of the stars to me.
They beam upon me, and to you I am but a scratch,
but the stars within you have plummeted my world, 
and you have been the extinction of hope to me.

I know I am but a human to you,
but you are the population to me.
7 billion beautiful, pain stained souls within a pair of brown eyes,
and I know you don't believe me, 
but I love everyone, and everything
within you.

And maybe I am just a droplet of rain to you,
but you are a ferocious storm to me,
and God only knows how hard its raining right now.

Our path was but a stream, and demons built a dam.
But to me, it is the ocean that supports the Earth,
and it is the ocean that is unknown.
And hopefully,
the ocean is us.

There is still a story to be told, but I fear that I am just your word.
There is a definition to all of them though,
and I hope to see the day where ours is defined.
Although I will always hope,
that it is more than a sentence.

And perhaps, it is but a moment to you,
but it is now memories for me.

Perhaps I was but a day of the dark, and a week in the light to you,
and I will not say that you are a lifetime of enlightenment for me,
but God,
I wish you were.

I guess I am just dreaming,
but sleep is my only escape.
I fear,
that my fears,
are my reality.
I guess,
​I am terrified of the world.

I am sorry,
for loving the world so much.
I,
have always just wanted,
for it to love me back.